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Part of Me

by Chernobyl the Secret

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30 years have come and gone
with us still no
closer to knowing where you are.
As time passes by I realize
more and more how little
we meant to you.
Thoughts always spiral inward
to what I think I could
have done differently.

Searching for the answers to
how someone could ignore
Ignore the existence of
their own flesh and blood.
Waking up everyday
without a single thought
of the lives you helped create.
As the years went by
I always hoped we’d hear from you.

As I look back on everything you missed my mind wanders to the memories
we could of had.
I’m left here with nothing
trying to hate you
still wanting to know
if we ever crossed your mind.
It’s a sad truth because you’ll always be part of me and I can’t ever forget it
even if I wanted to.

Ashamed I can’t ever let it go
we’re better off never seeing you again

How could we ever rebuild anything
after all this pain you put us through?
Finally to the point of no return.
You can never call us your family.


released January 25, 2021


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Chernobyl the Secret Austin, Texas

We are a metal band from Austin, TX.

Members include: CJ Duffield (vox) Britney Arkin (guitars) Dean Fountain (drums) Cody Franks (bass) Hunter Nagar (guitars)

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